Day 1: Unexpected...
Sep 1, 2010, 10:19 PM
Listen To Me
There was a Fox Rain today. Somehow, it made me feel empty. School starts once again, around this time is also my birthday. Just what am I doing to myself?. That's what I always ask every year. I just wait until September passes, then I feel much better. This year is no different, every time it rains, I cry. Every time I cry, I put myself in a life-threatening situation. Just... what am I really doing? I always think about this. I... always thought I knew the answer. But when it hits this month, once again I'm unsure of the answer.
I smile my fear away, wishing it would also erase my memories. Wish, wish, and wish again. That's all I do. I want to do more. But... what?
cr: 1, 2
Game Over.
So~ It's the first day of school. First day of my so-called "game."
Well, planned failed, actually.
It didn't really fail. It just lasted a bit shorter than I thought.
Playing this game with Nabi, it was quite fun while it lasted. I honestly did not expect to see him today. I knew he wasn't in school, so I had nothing to worry about. But as Anne and I were walking to Southgate, we continuously talked about this random korean boy's orange hair. Awkward enough, I didn't recognize him, he was this boy who I always take the bus with every morning to school. Furthermore, he was heading to Southgate, meeting up with Nabi and a few other koreans. [I knew there was something fishy about that korean boy] While heading back to school, I found myself looking at Nabi, face-to-face, in the isolated bus/train shelter. He obviously did not recognize me since he only caught a short glimpse of my appearance. While, I on the other hand, completely knew it was him with his shiny piercings and recognizable man-purse. ㅡ____ㅡ; [Ugh, really... of all days] Eventually, he and his brother caught us trying to sneak out of the shelter and back outside. [Really, that was sketchy] Surprisingly, the first thing he asked for was that picture, once again. He did not even ask for his beloved hair-styling-wax until I mentioned it. In the end, he was still asking for the picture. [I completely do not understand this boy] Nabi literally looked in my bag to see if it was there. REALLY?! WHY DOES HE WANT IT SO BAD?! Luckily, I did not have the picture with me today~ It was safe at home :] Too bad, better luck next time. [Well, I don't understand what's so great about a picture I drew, but sure....]
I will make you play another game with me. Be prepared :]
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