This Time
Jul 7, 2010, 8:41 PM
A Coffee Love by =cartoongirl7
Mr.곰, it's been a while. A very long while that is. The first thing I wanted to ask was, "why do you always suddenly walk in and out of my bubble?" Every time you leave, I say "there is no way I can trust you." But... every time you come back, I say "I'm always honest with you, I would lie to anyone. Except you." This friendship, 'till when will we keep it up? If you leave and come back again, shall I trust you once more? The answers to these questions, I don't really know. I has only been eleven months since I've met you. It has only been eleven months since I decided to be your best friend. It has only been this long...yet I'm already afraid to lose you. How, is the question. How did we become so close? So close we cannot even cut our connection, how? Even if I do not remember, you will remind me, right? Even if it is painful, you will bear it, right? Even if the world falls apart, you will stay, right? I trust you, still. I trust you, so do not play me in this game. Please, find a clue. I don't want to play. Please, notice the obvious, I cannot love. Please, just stop. I know I brought it onto myself. Even so, please don't make me love once again, at least someone who cannot love me back. Mr.곰, you have been taking care of my star, I realy thank you for that. But no matter what happens, do not stop taking care of my star, even if I stumble, do not let my star go. Treasure it, love it, and do not break it. When I leave, Keep my star shining. Thank you, I love you too.
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