I honestly do not know how to express my feelings. Today was too confusing for me. With hopes of seeing Umi to accompany me to get my phone fixed, I ended up spending half the day with someone else. Yano. He was with his usual friends, of course, but somehow I felt nervous around him. It's been too long since I've talked to him so comfortably. When he asked, "Am I still your best friend?" I was surprised, I thought he had forgotten that I labelled him as my best friend. It made me feel warm and content inside, knowing that he hadn't forgotten. But what made me really happy, was the fact that most of the things he had asked me were about Sora. I wanted to say, "Why don't you two just go out?" But I knew I wasn't "allowed" to say that. I knew he has a girlfriend. I knew she has a boyfriend. I knew I wasn't "allowed" to give him a hint. Because she is the one who is supposed to tell him, not me. I want to tell him, I want to tell her, I want this story to finally begin. I wanna play them around, confuse them, so they can end up on the same page. But right now, I can't. Not yet.
In other news, $@*%!@#@*$#! Yes, I wanna rant. YANO'S FRIENDS ARE FRKN CREEPY OKAY?! CREEPY. But, one of them are cute~ :3 Just saying!
Okay, I'm done. ^^
I really hope Sora comes back soon. I miss her~ >_<;
I honestly do not know how to express my feelings. Today was too confusing for me. With hopes of seeing Umi to accompany me to get my phone fixed, I ended up spending half the day with someone else. Yano. He was with his usual friends, of course, but somehow I felt nervous around him. It's been too long since I've talked to him so comfortably. When he asked, "Am I still your best friend?" I was surprised, I thought he had forgotten that I labelled him as my best friend. It made me feel warm and content inside, knowing that he hadn't forgotten. But what made me really happy, was the fact that most of the things he had asked me were about Sora. I wanted to say, "Why don't you two just go out?" But I knew I wasn't "allowed" to say that. I knew he has a girlfriend. I knew she has a boyfriend. I knew I wasn't "allowed" to give him a hint. Because she is the one who is supposed to tell him, not me. I want to tell him, I want to tell her, I want this story to finally begin. I wanna play them around, confuse them, so they can end up on the same page. But right now, I can't. Not yet.
In other news, $@*%!@#@*$#! Yes, I wanna rant. YANO'S FRIENDS ARE FRKN CREEPY OKAY?! CREEPY. But, one of them are cute~ :3 Just saying!
Okay, I'm done. ^^
I really hope Sora comes back soon. I miss her~ >_<;
