Unprepared
Jun 18, 2010, 7:24 PM
Guardian by *meago
As of this early morning, as in around 2am, I realized I had a math final to write at 3pm. Foolish? Yes. Surprising? No. Honestly, I hardly ever take life seriously, well my school life that is. For the last two weeks of classes, I only attended three days of my math class. As expected, no I did not study for this final. I didn't think of it as a big deal, and I still don't. Yes, I know I will suffer the consequences later, but like hell I care. (-┏) Yes, I must admit that I was panicking about the exam before I took it. But really, when I sat there and looked through the booklet, I thought, "Am I really that lazy to fall into this class?" It's true that I don't try my best in school, and if I did, that would be a miracle. Maybe if I tried even just a little bit, then I wouldn't have to take exams that are too easy. Anywho, on the good side, I knew exactly everything that I needed to know for the test. ^^ I actually have a good feeling about this one. Though when I was on the last two questions, I had to go to the bathroom really badly.... so I just guessed and didn't bother reading the question. (-┏)
So~ now it's time to explain the title. [evil laugh] >:D ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Just kidding.
Unprepared, it has a certain ring to it. Life is full of surprises. Many people are ready to brace themselves for what ever life brings. I, on the other hand, runs carefree into the world, not even looking at the path I'm running on. I just let the thorns rip my flesh, let the branches bruise my skin, and let the rain brush my tears away. I was always unprepared for what's coming at me. But that also meant, I'm unprepared to spread my wings and fly. I recover, bounce back, and cover up the pain quickly. But one thing I absolutely cannot do is let the memories go, let all this pain go. I'm too attached to them, not because the memories of pain is all I've got, but because in those memories there is at least one hint of happiness.
On the day I let go,
On the day I forget,
On the day I move on,
Will be the day I erase my name,
Will be the day I erase my personality,
That will be the day I erase my whole self.
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