Emptiness
May 24, 2010, 9:21 PM
when a heart breaks by ~popoks
I must admit that I have all the luxury that I have never asked for. I have all these fashionable clothes, shoes, bags, and accessories, as well as this laptop. Walking around as I am right now, I may look like a pampered princess and all I need is a tiara. I may sound selfish right now, but even though I have everything that a lot of people wished they had, I feel like there is something always missing, someone's missing. Yes, I am being really selfish since I have no right to say this, because I have all these friends that care about me, and I have this amazing guy that I've been crushing on since... I don't know...since I met him. Really, I may seem really close to Sora, but I really am not. I haven't been seeing her, and I am pretty sure I wont be able to see her for a while. You may say I can see her through summer break, after all the exams are done. But it really doesn't work that way, we both have summer school, then family trips right after summer school. So even then, we really have no time to see each other. I was going to hang out with her this long weekend, but I guess that failed. In this world, you need weapons in life, or you might as well die yourself. My weapons are not complete, or rather, I dropped one of them without knowing. I dropped one of them unknowingly to gain another, I grabbed more than I can handle. This is why I call myself selfish over and over again. Because it's true.Sora, be my sky, be my weapon. The world feels empty without you. Just like before, paint me a rainbow.
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